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6th September 2011

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A place with whom to write

Scrawling and jolting, indulgent difficulties would flow freely a colossal waterfall black as a serpent’s iris,

A place of unnatural beauty and grotesque innocence,

A pinnacle is reached in its exploration.

 

But now, finding a tamer place, new,

One less wild but just as treacherously easy to spoil and wilt,

for The Fortnight’s Dark Long Gale

I beg the lines to punctuate.

Clear and ordinary, as it should be.

The diary seems as calm and pale as any other,

Calm and pale with possibility.

 

But perhaps it is not,

Precision phrasing could not do justice to this crisp new leaf,

tear apart all classics undiscovered if I would even taste

the wilt, spoil of such a union with eager pen and patient page.

Or so I would wish to believe.

 

If it is only measure that rules the leaves,

These inkless pages would bleed me dry.

20th June 2011

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Míthuiscint

In time, given dusk or November mist,

The heroes will return, holding heavy

Their encrusted cursed swords,

Greeted desperately by the worn and well-meaning.

 

Oblivious in a place of kind flame and harsh words,

Oblivion for them, their frayed harsh world

Renounced by having seen, or what was

Seen too, memories unseen fade.

 

No number of quart nor silken sheet

Will level them to the delight of those who stood by,

While the horror that blood would wash so easily

Wretched their minds like time

 

 

7th March 2011

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Beautiful

I sit over-awed to believe

that light won’t justify;

being old and worn in it’s fragile treading

through white window curtains,

the place all my own that i have discovered.

Foreign, it spins in a technicolour intoxication,

when i consider, and soar despite the prejudice that i would not

jest, kick and bet in the general fall.

Though it, too unavoidably will ebb,

showing never to have existed,

and dry the future indent curves that

document the pointlessly known.

It will neither be nor not be for now as one, far-

reaching difference,

in all the world the same.

21st February 2011

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You’re not as cynical as me

You’re not insane

You’re not to blame

You’re not special

You’re not left out

You’re not a freak

You’re not unique

You’re not out of place

You’re not dark

You’re not unlucky

You’re not new

You’re not the only one

You’re not fun

You’re not a victim

You’re not elite

You’re not incomplete

You’re not chosen

You’re not alone

You’re not stuck

You’re not out of control

You’re not complicated

You’re not much

You’re not out of touch

You’re not mysterious

You’re not interesting

You’re not boring

You’re not heartbroken

You’re not in love

You’re not better

You’re not worse

You’re normal

It’s normal

Sorry

9th February 2011

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The Ink-Dry Fountain

That I, if only for a moment,

find solace in the beauty

of “Irregular” as to “Iregular“‘s form.

Only to see that the lease is a hollow presentation.

That if it is found an

escape exists, I am wrong.

This i already knew from

the grandeur of recurrance train

and the cigarette-smudged shadowettes

that stab at the jealous moon.

And so should again curl

in the knowledge that it is final.

Black is only over used

Black. Not to be perused

5th February 2011

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Daniel’s worn pin-ups

What lies in a time box?

Too much freedom for these two hands to run empty,

vast expanses of a flickering screen that tempt the torn.

Cruelty only in such wanted disguise.

Is there no law that would have the broken left alone,

and not stomped on and crushed with such vague interest

that ground now perhaps to a state-torn powder

the wind might give leave of such. 

And swirl the glistening grains,

into the open expanse